Ohai I'm back. ;))
1. I met a girl (who was faked by one of my friends) on facebook, she added me. Her name was Olli.
2. I saw that David was flirting with her, saw he was cute, and proceeded to add him.
3. David dated Olli.
4. I figured out Olli was fake and told David.
5. David and I started flirting and such..
6. We started dating.
7. I met my Butternut.
8. We fought a lot.
9. He cheated on me, and supposedly got this girl pregnant.
10. He went back and forth between me and her.
11. I fell in love with him..
12. He partied all the time.
13. He was never real.
14. I am now friends with the guy he faked.
How could i be so stupid, right? Him and his friends are the reason for all the scars on my arms and legs, but no one understands how much it hurt to be torn down all day, every single day. For literally no reason. And it went on for six months.. God that kid meant so much to me. And secondhand serenade is what got me through it all. It helped me realize I am better than that piece of crap he called a life. But to this day, I believe he is a real human being. That he is out there somewhere, real. A boy named David who lives in Ohio. He must be real.. He HAS to be real. But anyways, this post is about Secondhand Serenade.. This man saved my life. If it wasn't for him, singing about everythign I was going through without even knowing it, I wouldn't be here. I wish I could thank him personally but, ha, what are the chances of that ever happening? I'm 14 turning 15, what do I know about love, right? Well you're never to young to know so don't judge me for it. Or roll your eyes because I'm RIGHT and you're WRONG. You don't understand what it felt like to be inlove and have to deny all of the feelings I had for him otherwise my mother would send me to a million different shrinks to figure out why I'm still crazy about it. No one understood even though they acted like they did.. Maybe this should go in my other blog, but I want everyoen to know about David. And I want everyone to listen to more than just one song by Secondhand Serenade because his songs go deeper than just "Fall For You" his songs go to.. "Why", his cover of "Fix You", "Is there anybody out there?" and more. He's amazing, seriously. Give him a listen. I'll just make a playlist or something and post it down below later. :)